Another 3 to go! Wow..3 months already. I am shocked! We've been told the time frame he is coming home. But I am not making it public till it gets closer to time. Only my closest friends know and it stays that way because of OPSEC. Anyway, so an update! Everything is going okay! I've prayed alot lately and kept my faith in God, and just threw all my worries on Him. And since then, I have noticed things aren't so stressful. So praise the Lord! I am so grateful. I miss my husband of course. But today seems to be a good day. For awhile there lately it felt like I was having mainly bad bad days. I missed him so much it hurt. I couldn't find the right way to deal with the hurt, so instead of getting out and talking to friends, I hid myself. I pushed them away. But I crawled out of my hole and have been alot better. :) I can't belive my husband has been gone for 3 months already! That time has really flown by. We only have 3 months to go and we are in the double digits now. Day wise. lol! Alot better then the triple digits right?!?
Kirstin's Surgery is this Thursday and I am a bit concerned. Her tonsils are acting out again and she's been running a fever on and off this evening. It breaks itself but her tonsils are so red and nasty. If I can't get her in to First Care tomorrow (tricare after hours sucks!!) I will have to call her doctor Monday and ask for her antibiodics to be refilled. And that means she misses out on her 1st day of school. I really want to get her on Antibiodics tomorrow so she can attend school Monday. Regardless she needs meds or they will cancel her surgery until she is better. And that means more time for her body to get sick again, and again and again. It's an on and on again process. I just want her healthy. She'll be out a week to 10 days after her sugery and she'll be miserable. Poor baby. But I know it's best for her! What kind of mother does that make me look like though? If my daughter misses her 1st day of school! I know it can't be helped but I hate that, that is what they will get for the first impression of my daughter and me. :( I shouldn't care what others think..but sadly I do.
Anyway, I am going to just do LOTS of praying..and hope things work out. I just want her better!! This would make the 8th time she's gotten tonsilitis in the past 5 months. Ugh!
The weather has been sooo much cooler! I am loving it! It was in the 70's today and it was sooo nice! Leaves are starting to fall, the weather is getting a bit cooler, fall is coming!! WHOOT! :) I got through 2 summers here in LA!! Now that takes a survivor!! lol!!!
My sister finds out what she is having on the 24th! Either 2 boys, 2 girls or 1 boy and 1 girl! I seriously have given up the guessing. LOL! I've retired. I guessed my best friends baby wrong and man, I was so sure I was right! lol! She's having a girl! And I thought it was a boy! So that's it for me. I am feeling 1 girl and 1 boy. But we'll see!!
So that is it for the updates!! I'll be updating again soon!
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